June 30, 2014 | 6 Comments
It’s OK to call Ernest “Applexjaxx” Owens ’04 a “nerd.” In fact, he’d prefer if you did, because to be a “nerd” means to be a lifelong learner, or one who embraces “never-ending research and development.” That’s what Owens has set out to do, he says, and that’s what he hopes to encourage others, especially youth, to do, too.
The myriad of ways in which he’s trying to do that parallels the lifestyle brand company he founded, Fadacy. It’s built on three initiatives – music, education, and faith – each of which are outlets to “inspire others to use their gifts to be positive agents of change,” he says.
Owens talked to Campbell.edu about his music, his NERD project, and how Campbell influenced both. The following is an edited transcript.
Where did the name “Applejaxx” come from?
People always ask me if AppleJacks is my favorite cereal. No, it isn’t. The name was inspired by scripture. Jesus said if you abide by him, you’ll bear good fruit. So that’s for the “apple.” Jaxx is like taking one thing from another. In Mark 1, Jesus called us to put the nets down and become a fisher of men. Put the two together, and you get “Applejaxx.”
How did you get interested in music?
My mom said when I was small I would pull the pots out of the cabinets and beat on the pots as if they were drums. I had a drum set when I was younger, too, and played drums in the church. In middle school, I took a keyboard class and learned how to play Mozart and a lot of classical music. But I wanted to be a basketball player. My freshman year at Campbell, I tore my ACL. I’m 5-10 and have a bad knee; I realized then there was no way I’ll be able to play in the pros.
That freshman year, around that same time, there was a talent show. A few of my friends said we should do it. I said, “I don’t have any raps.” But that’s how it began. I started free-styling around campus and performing at open mic nights and at CUW. That ACL injury led me to rapping all over campus about my life.
How did you become a recording artist?
I was interested in bringing more hip-hop to Campbell, so I was promoting concerts and bringing smaller shows to the university. One of the artists I brought in flew me out to San Diego to start recording. So a small conservation from a small concert at Campbell led to my first recording and to me actually pursuing music as an artist.
Why did you decide to pursue it?
It was the way everything came together. It had to be divine intervention. When I went out to San Diego to record, others said, “You don’t sound like anyone.” They helped me see that I have a gift. I also have this internal desire to communicate stories through music.
What do you hope listeners take-away from your music?
I hope they hear my story. That I’m a rich kid, poor kid. I’m rich in knowledge and love and rich in understanding and grace, but I come from the poorest conditions. I grew up with a landfill behind my house. I didn’t really have new clothes, new Jordans, new phones. I was just a kid trying to live the ACE life. ACE stands for All Christ Everything.
Your most recent EP is “NERD Power.” What do you mean by that phrase?
NERD Power is the power to be in your flow. Flow is your style, your gifts, and the way you dress, the way you act, what you post on Twitter, what you like on Facebook. NERD Power is the power to do those things. It’s the strength to be different and to endure being an outsider in a world that wants you to conform. It’s what you need to be a “NERD.”
What do you mean by “NERD”?
“NERD” stands for never-ending research and development. That means we’re always learning and growing and we’re always students. I want people to have a new perspective on the word and on education. In schools, nerds are the kids who are outsiders or the outcasts. Where I come from, you mostly see drug dealers or people doing illegal activity. I want to encourage kids to pursue other opportunities instead of a gang life or a drug life. I want others to see that nerds are the cook kids, and they are the world-changers.
Where did your idea for this “NERD” concept come from?
I work at the Charles Hamilton Houston Institute for Race & Justice at the Harvard Law School. Our job is to essentially bring awareness to race and justice issues and host events and deliver resources so people can have the tools to combat racism and bring justice to all. I wanted to start something at the organization to empower youth. I’m a youth pastor, and I work with youth every week. I have met a vast number of kids who have no direction on education and their future. My desire is to inspire them to want to be great and to pursue their dreams and to make a difference. They just have to have the right education.
So I was sitting down and thinking about ways we could add a youth component to our work, and I was thinking of things that some kids don’t think is cool. One of those things is a nerd. I stuck with that and decided on the acronym. Last year I was able to deliver a speech at Harvard Law School to launch the whole NERD movement.
What does the NERD project entail?
The music is the promotion of the whole brand, but the project is multi-faceted. It also entails educational articles, events, speaker series, and video series. There are videos of “Five Things I Never Learned in High School,” for example, in which I talk about everything from student loans to life skills. There is also a video series on the “Confessions of a NERD” in which I make different confessions, like I don’t smoke, I’m not a gangster, I’ve never sold drugs, I love going to the library, I drink Starbucks coffee.
This fall and spring, at the Harvard Law School, we’re bringing in our first speakers as part of a NERD speaker series. Potential speakers are J Cole, a rapper associated with Jay-Z who graduated magnum cum laude from St. John’s University, and Johnny Cupcakes, a local brand in Boston who is world-renowned and also has shops in California and the UK. We’re looking to bring in successful folks from different arenas to encourage others and to reinforce that being a nerd is cool and that we’re all geniuses. Every person is a genius; you just have to figure out what you’re a genius in.
What led you to want to help others find what they’re a genius in?
Middle school was a genesis moment for me. I was the class president; and during that time, I realized that if you’re an athlete or a class president, you can inspire people to do things, good or bad. I wanted to inspire others to do good. Since that time, I’ve always wanted to help others work through their faults and their struggles to be what they want to be. Also, I had a nice community of folks who mentored me and helped me see that life is more than just what you can get; it’s about how much you can give.
Who were some of the people who inspired you?
Inspirations came from a lot of people including my mother and father and my pastors. There was a teacher, too, Ms. Zelenski, who was very instrumental in who I am today. My family moved from North Carolina to Connecticut when I was in middle school. At first, I was kind of a rough kid, and Ms. Zelenski took me in and said, “No, no, you’re not going to do this.” She mentored me and helped me to see that I could be more than just a statistic.
And, there’s the story of Jesus, from his birth to living to being rejected to his legacy. He offers the most inspiring, amazing story.
Has your worked at Harvard Law School influenced your music?
Definitely. The cool thing about it is that I’m able to work by day and do music by night. In addition, I’m able to take classes and pursue a master’s degree. I’ve been able to take a lot of diverse classes, from topics on world poverty to intellectual property to social media and marketing; and I’ve been able to connect with a variety of people who can help with my music career. But more than that, being at Harvard has allowed me to organize my life so I can focus on achieving my goals instead of just talking about them.
What are your goals?
One, I want to finish the master’s degree I started at Harvard. Second, I have a company known as Fadacy. It’s a lifestyle brand built on three initiatives: faith, education, and music. All Christ Everything is the faith portion, NERD power is the education portion, and the music is the music, of course. All three initiatives are focused on inspiring people to action. I want to grow this Fadacy brand. On the music side, I want to build on what we’re doing and get to the point where I’m able to tour and deliver music that people can dance to.
What’s keeping you motivated to achieve those goals?
My fuel is the passion to be successful so I can help others be successful. There are things I never knew growing up. I wished I had known more about student loans, for example. So I want to be able to deliver this information to an audience that was like me. They may know certain things about how to be successful, but maybe they need a little more guidance. People say follow your dreams, but following your dreams is too abstract if you don’t know what that looks like. So I not only want to inspire others; I want people to see what they can do and could be doing.
When people hear the name “Applejaxx,” what do you hope they would think of?
That it’s a brand good for the soul. That’s it’s 100 percent organic with no fats or added sugar. That it’s good music, good encouragement, and good things that encourage others to pursue their dreams.
Interview conducted by and edited by Cherry Crayton, Digital Content Coordinator